life

life... is like a sour candy.... it can be so sour and make u feel like spitting it out.. but then when u continue eating the candy, it gradually become sweet and then.... u r happy u ate it.... sometimes.. life is so tough, that u wish that u were never born.. but then... something may happen and everything is like prefect in ur image...and u r happy that u were given the chance to experience it...

heart being hurt and broken... can't be mend can't be heal..

the scar will always be there reminding u about it...

but then u learn from it and move on.. with many scars... but ur happy...

is it half empty or full?

OMGH!!!

OMGH!!! i didn't blog for 1 month plus!!! hahahahaha~ sorry... was having finals and shit... anyway... i am very determine to get my hands on my own business and then.... gotta get the show going...!! and the lion king... rawr...!! gotta be prepared for the bruises and the mental stress out!!

went back to modeling.... it is so different!!!! hahaha~ and i am loving it all over again, hehe~ beside da.... i need cash to get started on wat i want to do... haiz... and i am desperate to get an ipod shuffle!!!!!!!! rawr.... hahaha

and mickey mouse.... if ya reading this.... po go ship po yo....!!

should i sob or just smile and walk away

were close, but now i think v r drifted way apart..

guess time is changing everything,

even people ourselves,

hope the best for you,

my bfriend.

lay back and relax

holidays is in malaysia right now... it is hari raya, hehe~ people who are working only get 2 day, but v~~ the students have one week!! muahahahaha!

i love holidays.....

i can lay back and relax....

and get fat...^^

bring down the rain

bring down the rain,

as i look at to the sky,

bring down the rain,

as i feel every drops of it,

bring down the rain,

as i squeeze my eyes shut,

bring down the rain,

as i spread out my hand,

bring down the rain,

as i smile,

and

start feeling the burden taken away from me.

copyright: akipanda

friends are really important in life.... even if you didn't keep in touch, always remember that when a friend need you, always and always be there... no matter how busy you are, because... there will be a day, when you need someone to lean on.. and all there is, is air... make the air warm... by having someone next to you for you to lean on..

i am always here eventhough you may think i am gone...:)

broken hearted girl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6v8bSHlZIyU

Youre everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you couldve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

Youre the only one I wish I could forget
The only one Id love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, youre the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I cant erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to sayI know
Ill be there at the end of the day

I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take a breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that partI know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No...NoNo broken-hearted girl
Im no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now Ive always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say youve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel youre not deserving me
And still youre in my heart
But youre the only one and yes

There are times when I hate you
But I dont complain
Cause Ive been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I dont hate you
Im happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl...
NoNoNo broken-hearted girl

Now Im at a place
I thought Id never beOooo
Im living in a world thats all about you and meyeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly awayAway
With you yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I dont wanna be without my baby
I dont wanna a broken heart
Dont want to take a breath with out my baby
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just sayI dont want to love you in no kind of way..
No..No
I dont want a broken heart
I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
Nono No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

copyright: beyonce...

i can relate to this song...:)

it is such an unorganized week.... i don't like being so messed up and not knowing what i am gonna do next...

school timetable: is good
dancing timetable: is good...
musical timetable: haiz... not organized sometimes...:P
another degree class timetable: not fixed at all
driving classes: not really fixed
colleges clubs timetable: so far... i don't know yet...
study time: can only be fixed when all those above are fixed
final exam dates: i only know the weeks... not the subject dates...

now.... i am sitting and being blur...

another thing.......
Jeg tror jeg som du, men jeg ønsker ikke å som noen ... fordi, jeg er ikke klar.